It has been exactly one month since I started working at V8 Commercial, and I hate every minute and every second of it! I have already wanted to quit like so many times!
It is so not the kind of work that I imagined I would be doing at all when I left my former company to work here.

I am currently handling V8 Commercial’s molasses division of the company. Being a trader of molasses as well as other commodities that cater primarily to farms and feedmills, I am in charge of the selling, the monitoring, the deliveries, and the collection of payments. I interface with different customers whom I have never even met, who happen to be scattered all across Luzon.
It all started when my godfather invited me to work with him. He said that he needed someone to be his eyes and ears, since he lived in the US. He told me that he was going to train me in terms of business, and that he’d tell me trade secrets that he’d only tell his children. And that if I’ve already learned all I needed to know about running his business, he’d also offer profit sharing. That was initially what attracted me to work for him. That, and the possibility that he’d sponsor me in the US.
My official start in V8 Commercial was in January. But wanting to learn as much as I could, I spent the last two weeks of my December in his office, trying to absorb everything that I could, even though I didn’t get paid. I was still connected with my other company at the time, and so I just spent my free days there. Since my godfather, “the boss”, was in the US, he oversaw everything through a camera in the office, and issued his orders by calling in the VOIP phone and through chatting in the MSN Messenger.
So far, working there has made me so utterly and completely depressed. I have never in my life felt like I was completely inept, as if I couldn’t do a single thing that was right! I dreaded every single moment that I have to talk to “the boss” in the VOIP phone, knowing that it would more or less result in his becoming angry with me. I also dread seeing the MSN messenger chatroom with this dog picture he has, not knowing if it will result in something bad that was gonna happen again.
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